About Me
My Journey From Fear to Faith
I started holding on in 2008. A crisis happened and I went into prepper mode. I hunkered down, and for me that meant holding on to stuff just in case I needed it. I didn’t know what the future held. I couldn’t say I could get what I needed when I needed it. So I started keeping and storing up things. I go shopping and there would be a sale and instead of buying one thing at a great price I’d buy three (or five even) and it felt right. Like it made sense because who knew if I could get those things again when I needed them. So I started buying them and keeping then for when I needed them.
Ten years passed and nothing crazy happened, so finally I mustered the courage to stop hoarding and throw things away. It was truly liberating, and I had started to regain control over my life. However, just two years later, in 2020, I found myself facing unprecedented challenges, and I couldn’t help but feel like a complete fool for letting go of my preparedness mindset.
I vividly remember going to the grocery store and seeing those empty shelves where toilet paper had once been. I was overwhelmed with fear and uncertainty. It felt like the world around me was falling apart, I had been ready once, but on that day I cold only think that my family would not have the convenience of toilet paper because I had stopped being prepared. I immediately went back into the familiar pattern of hoarding and preparing for the worst.
Four years went by and it was stifling. My house doesn’t have that much storage. I often failed to cycle through my supplies in the two-year timeframe needed to avoid the expiration dates. I became and expert in explaining best buy dates to people. But I never liked the look on their faces when being made to use the brown ketchup because it was still good to eat.
Then, in the midst of my anxiety, a deep realization struck me. I recalled that my faith had carried me through every difficult situation in my life. It was a moment of clarity when I asked myself, ‘If I can’t trust God to handle it, then who can I trust?’ It was in that moment that I made a conscious decision to let go of my fear and choose faith over anxiety.
It’s four years past now and I have finally realized I have to let go and trust God.
Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. (Matthew 6:34)
That revelation became a turning point in my journey. It was a reminder that I had the inner strength and the unwavering support of my faith Yahweh to face any challenge that came my way. That’s how I began the process of letting go.
My Mission to Help Others Overcome Fear and live in the Present
I wholeheartedly believe that no one should waste precious moments of their lives consumed by worry and fear, just as I did in the past. It is my passion to guide individuals towards a life free from the paralyzing shackles of the past and the worrisome uncertainties of the future.
At 2500 Hagan, we are dedicated to providing the tools and support needed to cultivate a stable mind and live fully in the present. Our mission is to help individuals recognize their own sources of strength and guidance, enabling them to overcome fear and embrace fearlessness in the face of adversity.
Through our platform, you will discover a wealth of tips, resources, and insights that will help you understand the impact of your past experiences and empower you to take control of your present. We believe that by focusing on the here and now, you can unlock your true potential and live a life of purpose, joy, and fulfillment.
If you ever find yourself in need of guidance or have any questions, please don’t hesitate to reach out. We are here to provide a helping hand and support you on your journey towards fearlessness and embracing the present.
Wishing you all the best,
Kundi Ma
Founder of 2500Hagan.com